Chris @merlions@anarchism.space

Also a terrible thought but I wish that her primary owner (we co own her but they're prim as I am w our other cat) wasnt just so. so mean to me when sad and stressed out about her or just literally any other stressor in life. Like I get its rough but please refrain from like "yeah but you're wrong" things like I'm also crying and in so much pain from this? Please? What??

shes just so little and so loving and I cant even describe how much she deserves kindness and comfort and joy. I literally have never known a cat like her and I've owned 10, been around hundreds

please keep our sweet tiger (gorp) in yr thoughts for a slightly longer life and just. comfort and lack of pain in her final days. god knows that's all we have ever wanted for her is just peace and for the pain to end

*fully

Best friend of 3 years and roommate bc of incompatibility rooming together...but things are good lol. Holding it together in some ways. Terrified money wise also w rent coming up but have a job if I'm willing to compromise my identity in ways that make me feel awful. Anyways all of that is why I havent been on lately but I maybe will be soon as things settle down. Sorry for the tirade. Love you all. [5/5

We are treating her now and on Wednesday we will find out whether the treatment will work (2mo of life maybe max) or if it wont (poss euthanasia or a few days between 50% chance of either dying peacefully in sleep or a horrible traumatic death, no real way to know til it happens) and that's the big thing right now. Also my primary partner (who's her primary owner) are going thru intense stuff and housing is a nightmare, mayb gon break up w my [4/5 sry]

Since we have been to more than 6 vets over 4 states within a year and there have been rare times when anyone has ever helped her. Turns out shes almost 17 and her hyperthyroidism has caused heart troubles which have presented for a long time and no one took it seriously even as asthma, which is the only other thing it could have been...until she almost stopped breathing and they took x-rays to find half her entire lung cavity was filled with fluid. [3/4]

Better than sterile water) to charging us hundreds of dollars to put her under and clean out dried pus.....never actually fixing anything and with no accountability. Much more than $1000 in now her ears are still absolutely awful, more itchy and painful than can be described from what we can observe. But now she has silly confirmed congestive heart failure. She could live for days or maybe months, we arent sure. And its hard to say anything for sure [2/?]

I havent been on here lately and I'm sorry. Theres a ton going on lately - we found one of our cats, tiger, on the street last january. From the first vet who thought she was 6 and mostly healthy though starving, we have since learned she has hyperthyroidism and dual bact/fungal ear infections we have tried to treat consistently and no vet has ever been helpful. From denying her ears were unhealthy to giving us non antibiotic ear flush (not much [1/?]

deal with the horrific realities I'm facing that I've been putting off for months and months? Nah just cry abt them for a lil bit and then watch 200 hours of lord of the rings, who needs sleep ???

It's not even cold rn it's not gonna go under 50 deg F til tmo morning why are my joints still so fuck >:(

That "cops are imaginary" graphic is one of my favorite things ever idk why it tickles me so much I just love it

I cried sm last night for so long I literally dont even recognize my face in a mirror my eyes are so swollen lol