lewd but not fun or good. sad and tragic
I've been browsing fetlife recently to find pretty people to admire and stumbled on the profile of a person who is only 19, posts a lot of nudes, and posts a lot about how they just want to be used by men; first I thought it was a hot kink thing, but then I noticed her protruding ribs, and how desperate she was for validation, and it wasn't hot anymore. It was just sad. That this woman has internalized such toxicity, and only finds value in being used.
past personal relationship
I was looking through chat history with my ex-partner to figure out where I've lived in the past 5 years, and it hit me harder than I expected it to.
Looking through our conversations with each other and seeing how I drifted apart from someone I cared about, how I wasn't able to meet their needs and how, as time passed, I fell farther into an apathetic complacency.
I've grown as a person. I wish I'd been able to treat them better.
personal relationships, sui ment
Frustrated because one of my partners is in really bad health and having difficulty caring for their kids, and wants to give away their kids to someone and then become a hermit so they can kill themselves slowly by just letting themselves die
and I'm really frustrated and want to tell them to let people help them instead of convincing themselves that being miserable is actually a desirable condition.
Rarely used alt for @Anarkat
feel free to flirt with me
pronouns don't matter to me. Use whatever suits you to address me. exploring presenting more fem
Queer. White passing.
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